*tap tap tap* Is this thing on?

From a very young age I have experienced a rich spiritual life filled with vivid prophetic dreams and psychic phenomena. My life has been marked by extraordinary events which have instilled a strength and confidence in my perception.

When I was 18, I experienced an out of body near death experience through an automobile accident in which my car rolled several times and landed on top of me, crushing the left side of my body. I left my body, traveled into the atmosphere where I experienced the universal source. After my return, surgeries, and lengthly recovery, I have become significantly more aware. I also have been developing my gifts, as it were, at the impetus of this experience which has given me the confidence to blaze my own path.

Since I was very young I have had vivid dreams involving my ancestors and their stories. These dreams are filled with adventure and warnings. I was given some clues to my journey and thus far, they have proven true. In some ways, I am frightened by these dreams as they foretell of darkness for my people and a great struggle to keep the wisdom alive for future generations.

When I was small, I wanted to be a doctor. Life happened and I found my way to massage therapy. My specialty in body work is integration through relaxation, I work with joint functionality and muscle memory. I specialize in injury recovery and sports massage. In my work I am called to use herbs, crystals and oils. I am called to use prayer and often I have clear vision of what is blocking a person from their healing. I often see the body holographic and can untangle the bondage within muscles and with some coaxing can find the spiritual root of that which binds. This happens rather esoterically and I have a hard time putting it into words. It’s kind of like a dream as it happens. Sometimes I get events, names, colors, images, feelings or just a vibration from a person and I move with it and draw it out into the open to be processed and released.

People react in different ways to my work. Some have a great purging by way of waste elimination or others may have an emotional release either on the table or later when alone at home. I get reports of vivid dreaming, a sense of peace or sometimes a great upset followed by revelation and self realization. All of this is meant to become self actualization of self in union with spirit.

I have learned aura cleansing through which I can clear organs and bodies of energetic gunk. I have learned healing prayer through which I can clear the way for divine intervention. In these modalities all ego is removed. I take a nonjudgmental stance and neutral position from which I clear a path. Many times I ask that “g-d” work in the life of my client in a way which no other explanation is possible, that the force be so powerful as to change their lives and view on spirit so that they feel comforted and guided. It is amazing the stories I hear after such sessions.

This work helps me as much as it helps my clients. I receive the most amazing energy when I clear myself and allow the force to move through me. In order to be clear for this to take place I must participate in a spiritual practice by keeping my body and mind clear of toxins. This means balance. I also find that if I am out of balance I will be knocked back into balance through events or energetic exchanges with others. Funny how others can be the clearest reflection of where I am and where I need to be. It’s true, g-d works through other people.

The last seven years I have lived and thrived in Portland, OR. I have truly found a home here, I can say these last seven years have been the clearest and most productive years of my life thus far. Maybe it’s age but I believe the Pacific Northwest has a lot to do with my success. This is a place I feel free to explore new ways of perceiving and practicing, I find like minds and a medium through which I can express my art. There is a rich community of healers, seekers, teachers and students who are open to possibilities the universe has to offer. People are more open and laid back when it comes to spirituality and the seeking of truth. I have a blast with my experiments here, because of the openness, results are surprising and quick! I can send out an intention and get results within a week, sometimes sooner. It’s easy to play with the law of attraction here because so many other people are doing the same. I don’t want to make it sound like utopia or anything, it’s just a lot more open than anywhere else I have been so far.

Of course Portland has it’s problems too. Take for instance our recent boom in popularity and population. This has brought along with it the mainstream and it’s economy. It has been exposed as an economic opportunity for real estate developers and they have quickly sunk their talons in deep. When I first arrived one could find a decent bungalow for a mere $100 – 150,000 in a decent neighborhood, now I challenge you to find the same below $300,000. When I first arrived there was nary a rush hour to be had, if there were traffic problems they lasted an hour at the most and it was usually due to a truck dumping it’s load in the road, now you would be lucky to move 5 miles in a half hour and if you’re on a bike, wear that helmet and say your prayers! Not to mention the tax system or the overload on the educational system or the pressure on the city’s infrastructure itself. At this point I just want to yell: Yuppies go home! Return from whence you came! Leave this city to the freaks and artisans who made it attractive, leave the balance where it was, let us continue without your interference. But, alas it’s too late…

I have decided it is time for me to embark on my grand adventure, the adventure I had planned from the beginning. Before moving to Portland, I had a plan to travel to the spiritual and healing centers of the world. I have been having these dreams where I am learning from great teachers, healers and shamans the old ways. I can see the crumbly architecture and the temples and the people. I can smell the fresh sea air and feel the path beneath my feet: the road is calling. I am glad i listened to my gut and came here, for without Portland, I never would have realized, in the most specific way, what it is I am meant to do. Now I am sure!

There are many concerns knocking on my heart these nights.

As of late I have been increasingly alarmed by the sad state of human rights across the globe and especially here at home in these United States. I have been moved to tears several times in the last week alone. There are so many pressing issues today I, like many others, feel almost overwhelmed by them all. But, the one thing that stands out to me above all else is the dwindling populations of our indigenous peoples of these Americas.

The tribes are experiencing genocide at an alarming rate. With the government relocating populations to radio active sites and the purchasing and exploitation of natural sites to the poisoning of the food and water sources. These videos make it clear that there is a human rights crisis right here at home. In fact, it has been perpetrated by our government who so arrogantly points it’s fingers at the rest of the globe.

The Vanishing Prayer

Vanishing Prayer II

Here’s Hopi Prophecy

Some of the things in these prophecies are becoming a reality. It really will be the end of the world for them if they become extinct. What will become of their wisdom?

Then there’s the genetically modified (GM) corn crop issue in Mexico. ( Guerrilla News Network )

This troubles me more than I can express. When I heard of this I broke down in tears. They are killing my people. What if 2012 is the end of the world for the Mayans because they will be extinct? What will become of their wisdom?

What will become of us?

That’s all I have for now.